I love God, and I know He does know what is best for me. He will not listen to me and stop throwing dirt, so I guess I might as well say thank You Lord and push these roots deeper in the ground. After all I did tell Him I wanted a closer walk with Him. To have a closer walk my branches need to grow strong and burst forth like a new spring day. For that to happen I need good nutrient dirt. Without good dirt I will not grow.
So Lord throw some more dirt on me and I will do my best to be ready when You start chopping me up. Yes I know after the dirt comes the pruning. Bring it on Lord, I am Yours not my own.